I'm trapped in the outcome of my own decisions
Can't stay with it, got no vision, not winning this mission
But gotta keep pushing for what I'm wishing
Chapter's over soon, in conclusion moon reflects on the water I'm fishing


How many times have you given up on yourself?
Couldn't dust off the dirt you tracked in
Made it worse and worse, felt terrible, wanted to melt
No sins to cleanse but happiness binned - finished
Book's closed And that's just the beginning

Now I'm a husk where a human once stood
Wasted potential in a world that kept her good
Gave her every opportunity to imagine, she could
But couldn't be free without dawning shadows under her hood

Collecting all sorts of realities just to feel sober
Breaking down destiny into her scientific once over
Really was just calamity brewing on her shoulders
Broke down her sanity before learning to grow older

Childish glamour, teaching me to gamble my future
Facing my poker, all bets on 2 and drug abusers
Giving up purity for desire's best hand but still a loser
Cfnm, played myself cuz even if I wanted Im no chooser

Not a looker either, self withered away from experience
this game of love I'm definitely not weary in
It's no game. I love you. That's it. Period
Still played myself, wanna feel this way? Query it

Determination takes you from past to future
Life without pushing to role of ruler or super
I just wanted to be cooler than the rumors
Instead just turned out myself, newer and truer
Some might even say purer

I'm alone with myself
And who do you think guides me through this hell?
You completed me, tore down these walls
Broke me from this cell, sheltered my fall
In awe restored my health, my withdrawal

Cracked at its seams
All thanks to you, believed in my dreams
The truth you delivered only while I was listening
Lies accounted for, no deceit in your means
The shimmer in your eyes, reflection in your teeth
Brighten up my day with your gleaming beams
And green leaves on the wispy sand's trees that weep
Beyond the deep in the sea and onward into infinity

That's how much I love you,
Don't believe me? Hear me out
My discography functions as catalyst of truth
Just as your entire experience surrounds you with what it's about
I'm just writing to get it through to you
together let's improve

I write so you can see
All of the intricate tendencies
Within your own reality
Tasteful discrepancies
you design flawlessly
Beyond rationality you complete me
This track is lossless, AAC
You heard it on Spotify, OGG

Don't give up on your dreams
They want you to believe
That it's harder than it seems
Pushing you through all that grief

But it's not all that evil or bad
It's the opposite in fact
You deal with the trash
So you can put it out and take it all back

Once you stand up for the truth
And never back down cuz you won't lose
When you finally get through your self abuse
In review pursue your cue
Don't dare subdue
And settle in greatness because it turned out all you
And that's just step one too

She and I will always be watching
Guided you from the start but didn't cost it
We did nothing, we're really imposters
But that's society so remember, don't worry about losses
Because your task is truth to Foster
Don't doctor your story for watchers
Starting prosper
Imparting smarter departure
Spotting imposter honor
Parting with softer martyrs

You know you know what you gotta do
Don't blow below your flow on improper views
Let's show eachother something worthy of pursue
Without slow reactions, can't undo this rendez vous

Close it out with something strong
I've no doubt that it's where we belong
In the spotlight you think you're complete
But really the starlight was more right, you just can't stand defeat
You're not weak, storyline's just incomplete