My music makes me feel deeply saddened
They say it heals but speak none of what happened
You can choose this surreal form of black magic
Humanity thinks they understand it but don't have it

It's my habit to be

Trapped in emotional confine at best
Relapsed at worst to some time in the past
Looping around the world, heart entwined in chest
Alas, hoops and twirls don't solve life's trap test

Pushing forward, can't look back now
Hurling toward the end that solves the how
Stopping to stare back is a scary predicament
Emotions like care stack with fear it's ridiculous

Get me out of here, I shout out in detest
Let's see our tears and doubt compressed
I guess I tout proud leers and jest
Just to distract my love and my me from my self

To simplify my meaning is deceiving
because like love
intervening from above
these ceilings and
revealing appealing refined lies about truth entwined
with healing views cultivated by what you conclude's right to fuse
with your review of true fact
in the moment and that,
taken aback on track,
change is abstract,
clichés may amaze and daze with tact
in forms made to create rephrase with every replay, like a puzzle that constantly shuffles but juggles subtle muffled consistency within it, density of complexity comes with perplexing scenes but that intensity is necessity for domestic sensory and identity redirectory, it's destiny, don't you see?
We can be the best if we practice and believe. Cat's outta the bag and that's fact to me. Completely enchanted reality,
we reside inside this menagerie
Trusting our minds, believing in lies, truths and calamities
I got lots to say and that's not insanity
Compounding dreams zee, we might not believe in what we need
But that's okay because we see what we can be freely
I critique my disbelief so you can really achieve freedom ideally

"wow! That's pretty!" she exclaimed with vigor
Now perhaps we were ashamed; I shiver
To think we had everything perfect together
But still couldn't function through winter

I don't rhyme? Fuck you, I try
These lines mean so much more in my eyes
Maybe you don't believe that I know what flies
In the world of love neither of us must meet demise

But alas, one rock tumbles, another falls
In no time at all, slide them downstream
Follow the river into sunset, ride into town to dream
Everything's not complete, lies line the seams

Taught to believe one thing and then another
Without avail, made to grow and fly but not to hover
How to ascend into the skies when below the covers
The sheets bare prying eyes, perhaps purpose is to suffer

Crawling matched with matrimony but marching none apply
Enthralling rapture is disaster only love art will comply
Creating meaning from nothing with every step beyond
Comforting moments fly naked when entrance says move on

And that's just one of these, the other births feathered wings
A father whose disastrous views of monstrous things that he flings
Intent to break me down but instead heals me again
Nobody understands it yet, but my story only just begins

I will grow powerful and prevail before sunset
Proving to them all I knew what, for me, was best
Helping everyone around me learn to get
What we deserved without a moment's regret
It's unheard of

We're gonna get everything built up from nothing
Gonna show eachother how much we could be
Exactly what we see in our dreams and something
big
But not without a moment's desire that flees