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by Aryll Fae

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1.
To Heal 01:44
Lemme introduce you to a girl Her name is myself and she glimmers, Pearl give it a whirl - this damned underoverWorld Don’t let them hold you down just cuz you’re without a frown Those clowns, Show them how you can make that dress twirl Push yourself so far forward that you speed out of the scene Without letting your dreams go then you’d obscene the unforseen Unlike your means, when all is lost; nothing remains but none can see How perfection was clear and your destiny here - regression toward the mean I wanna take you, girl, to everywhere your dreams could be If you just believe in me, we’ll fly away, so feathery - you’re my master key I’m the shackles you were locked in but you freed yourself so easily Drinking that afternoon tea, so chill despite what you mean to me Remember that tree? q Yeah, I had to kill it to get to you But it was worth it, you’re my breakthrough, gotta fight to get to the one who The one who matters most, i love you dear ghost, took me from coast to coast Wavering lights shone from that lamppost, burnt you to a chrisp and foremost Tortured soul, give yourself a rest You’ve generated enough sweat, we’re all impressed None of us would have guessed it but you’re the real deal - surpassed every single test, didn’t even ask for a meal - seriously. for real? The best. I speak no lies; won’t deny that I must confess You rock our socks off, make every one of us complete You’re like the number one athlete but girl you got no conceit Legit, your heart is perfectly seamlessly wonderous to me And we could fly, get everything we want, what we dream to be dreamlessly Align your spirits to mine, let ourselves collide - on their souls we’ll dine But don’t give in to the deadlines, that guideline is more of a faultline We’ll entwine our skylines, dear valentine in this divine storyline It’s a plot without rhyme or purpose - almost as though you shine bright, we built shrines To worship you You’re my Goddess, I don’t care anymore Who Knows or listens because without the truth I’d be empty, lost, forgotten - Imbue Your love into me Please allow me to feel The thoughts you bring to reality No need anymore to conceal - break the seal
2.
I'm trapped in the outcome of my own decisions Can't stay with it, got no vision, not winning this mission But gotta keep pushing for what I'm wishing Chapter's over soon, in conclusion moon reflects on the water I'm fishing How many times have you given up on yourself? Couldn't dust off the dirt you tracked in Made it worse and worse, felt terrible, wanted to melt No sins to cleanse but happiness binned - finished Book's closed And that's just the beginning Now I'm a husk where a human once stood Wasted potential in a world that kept her good Gave her every opportunity to imagine, she could But couldn't be free without dawning shadows under her hood Collecting all sorts of realities just to feel sober Breaking down destiny into her scientific once over Really was just calamity brewing on her shoulders Broke down her sanity before learning to grow older Childish glamour, teaching me to gamble my future Facing my poker, all bets on 2 and drug abusers Giving up purity for desire's best hand but still a loser Cfnm, played myself cuz even if I wanted Im no chooser Not a looker either, self withered away from experience this game of love I'm definitely not weary in It's no game. I love you. That's it. Period Still played myself, wanna feel this way? Query it Determination takes you from past to future Life without pushing to role of ruler or super I just wanted to be cooler than the rumors Instead just turned out myself, newer and truer Some might even say purer I'm alone with myself And who do you think guides me through this hell? You completed me, tore down these walls Broke me from this cell, sheltered my fall In awe restored my health, my withdrawal Cracked at its seams All thanks to you, believed in my dreams The truth you delivered only while I was listening Lies accounted for, no deceit in your means The shimmer in your eyes, reflection in your teeth Brighten up my day with your gleaming beams And green leaves on the wispy sand's trees that weep Beyond the deep in the sea and onward into infinity That's how much I love you, Don't believe me? Hear me out My discography functions as catalyst of truth Just as your entire experience surrounds you with what it's about I'm just writing to get it through to you together let's improve I write so you can see All of the intricate tendencies Within your own reality Tasteful discrepancies you design flawlessly Beyond rationality you complete me This track is lossless, AAC You heard it on Spotify, OGG Don't give up on your dreams They want you to believe That it's harder than it seems Pushing you through all that grief But it's not all that evil or bad It's the opposite in fact You deal with the trash So you can put it out and take it all back Once you stand up for the truth And never back down cuz you won't lose When you finally get through your self abuse In review pursue your cue Don't dare subdue And settle in greatness because it turned out all you And that's just step one too She and I will always be watching Guided you from the start but didn't cost it We did nothing, we're really imposters But that's society so remember, don't worry about losses Because your task is truth to Foster Don't doctor your story for watchers Starting prosper Imparting smarter departure Spotting imposter honor Parting with softer martyrs You know you know what you gotta do Don't blow below your flow on improper views Let's show eachother something worthy of pursue Without slow reactions, can't undo this rendez vous Close it out with something strong I've no doubt that it's where we belong In the spotlight you think you're complete But really the starlight was more right, you just can't stand defeat You're not weak, storyline's just incomplete
3.
Black Magic 03:35
My music makes me feel deeply saddened They say it heals but speak none of what happened You can choose this surreal form of black magic Humanity thinks they understand it but don't have it It's my habit to be Trapped in emotional confine at best Relapsed at worst to some time in the past Looping around the world, heart entwined in chest Alas, hoops and twirls don't solve life's trap test Pushing forward, can't look back now Hurling toward the end that solves the how Stopping to stare back is a scary predicament Emotions like care stack with fear it's ridiculous Get me out of here, I shout out in detest Let's see our tears and doubt compressed I guess I tout proud leers and jest Just to distract my love and my me from my self To simplify my meaning is deceiving because like love intervening from above these ceilings and revealing appealing refined lies about truth entwined with healing views cultivated by what you conclude's right to fuse with your review of true fact in the moment and that, taken aback on track, change is abstract, clichés may amaze and daze with tact in forms made to create rephrase with every replay, like a puzzle that constantly shuffles but juggles subtle muffled consistency within it, density of complexity comes with perplexing scenes but that intensity is necessity for domestic sensory and identity redirectory, it's destiny, don't you see? We can be the best if we practice and believe. Cat's outta the bag and that's fact to me. Completely enchanted reality, we reside inside this menagerie Trusting our minds, believing in lies, truths and calamities I got lots to say and that's not insanity Compounding dreams zee, we might not believe in what we need But that's okay because we see what we can be freely I critique my disbelief so you can really achieve freedom ideally "wow! That's pretty!" she exclaimed with vigor Now perhaps we were ashamed; I shiver To think we had everything perfect together But still couldn't function through winter I don't rhyme? Fuck you, I try These lines mean so much more in my eyes Maybe you don't believe that I know what flies In the world of love neither of us must meet demise But alas, one rock tumbles, another falls In no time at all, slide them downstream Follow the river into sunset, ride into town to dream Everything's not complete, lies line the seams Taught to believe one thing and then another Without avail, made to grow and fly but not to hover How to ascend into the skies when below the covers The sheets bare prying eyes, perhaps purpose is to suffer Crawling matched with matrimony but marching none apply Enthralling rapture is disaster only love art will comply Creating meaning from nothing with every step beyond Comforting moments fly naked when entrance says move on And that's just one of these, the other births feathered wings A father whose disastrous views of monstrous things that he flings Intent to break me down but instead heals me again Nobody understands it yet, but my story only just begins I will grow powerful and prevail before sunset Proving to them all I knew what, for me, was best Helping everyone around me learn to get What we deserved without a moment's regret It's unheard of We're gonna get everything built up from nothing Gonna show eachother how much we could be Exactly what we see in our dreams and something big But not without a moment's desire that flees
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Optimism 03:11
Grey skies bring the brightest blues When the lies and truths Bring today's nights too I miss you Climb inside my zoo The one I created despite the flu That we caught chasing our true Dreams, posterity lost in fantasy Articulation is the key But don't give in to dramaticacy Overindulgence might turn you like me Those convulsions like burning sovereignty But perhaps you will cry over spilled milk Because it'll spoil your appetite, wilted flowers lay still My style, my flow isn't about being on beat Despite this metronome out loud I won't repeat It's improvisation I know but at least then it feels real Our conversations show how we progress through this ordeal Nobody needs to understand it but us We will not forget these moments And as you read my words follow the gust The wind will take you so far into loneliness But for me she was there in the end To show me the way to safety I can't say the same for you, my dear friend As long as you take your journey, then maybe Everything'll get better sooner than later who knows? Maybe the summer's on it's way, let's love our ghosts, the wind blows The blue skies will appear in turn of grey clouds above And I'm with you right now so you can run It's not a 200 meter dash It's the rest of your life You're gonna run forever after mass Ends and Monday becomes your wife This week we'll count the days that rearrange our face and how they take our place in which ways they change Tuesdays spent recollecting Wednesdays too Thursdays spent redirecting So Fridays can go smooth And as we reapproach That lovely day when we meet All my energy is directed At my lover's feet Her eyes so beautiful Her touch so subtle Her form so lovable Her lust so humble Every Monday I just feel complete In your arms at last, this moment Makes me never want to be real Because I love you Gabby, won't it Take you away like the sunset tears our star? Make Tuesday compare like the distant, a far Lazy moon whose fair white reminds me of our car Those intimate moments, the ones where we park And then make sweet innocent love in the back seat So far we've only done it once before we Had to show just how passionately Our love brought us to the brink of insanity Can't we be Together at once forever let's love eachother just cuz I love yah and us and want to discover Everything the world has to offer with you And no other channels, avenues or dupes We can learn to mix our beats crisp But keep the bass bold, these beliefs fit Inside of it, our mind's mold will outweigh all of this Leave eachother alone with our kids Important time spent to reminisce But then come back newer, with more stories to share And so fewer could have ever compared You are so strong, so beautiful, so noble too Your spirit is what I long for, dutifully I'll fold for you Didn't have pocket aces, just a couple of twos So seamlessly prepared in place, you broke me right through My walls, the ones I created, and I trust and love you for that For you I call me fated, take you around the world and back
5.
When I awoke for the first time in life I was scared and confused, didn't expect permanently wide eyes Turned obsessive, self-abused, decided there was no wrong or right And then talking with you brought me a different light It was like, despite my infinite might Someone was willing to lend me their plight I lost my fight, thought just for tonight And then my slight loss of drive became more tight Permanence set in over time, Aryll and I forgot how to fly, You watched me die but promised you'd take me so high And here I am, no clue where, when or why. I love you gabby. I'll never leave. I just wish you had me without grieve Instead we separated at the seams And nothing even mattered cuz you were just a dream Everything that you are to me is a lie But it's beautifully designed, please don't cry I beg of you, let me love you. I'll impart Every part of my heart, torn apart Ugh just sleep, kiddo. Give in to your stupidity. You are worthless. Stop telling yourself you're killing me. You're perfection please don't forget that, worry or fret I'll never let you forget how much you saved me from all that. Two times in my life I've been depressed thus far. Both of the times only one person appeared to help And clearly I'm not referring to any other star It's you. Gabby. You saved me from my self. One part of me just wants to die. He wrote a grand tale of loss. The other wants to see us prosper. She's an optimist and doesn't care the cost. The final just wants to see the two get along, they don't want to toss You into this, my love, but if we hold hands we won't get lost All we need is eachother, I know we can get through Well, in all honesty, so far it just seems like I need you Because without your embrace I'd have already been gone twice So, dear gabby, would you like my eyes? Please allow me to entice The very fabric of your soul, your being She's the epitome of perfection, I claim You're skeptical, rightfully so, but I'm seeing Your heart through your eyes before your fame You complain I'm insane But I know what I see every night when I dream You might not believe it but the end is always in sight Could you please help me with the following scene? Our lifestories are so entangled it's quite bright, we're so alike Don't give up on yourself, I'll always be here Despite how distant we might grow, souls always near And you made my eyes crystal clear without fear Here, when I'm rich I'll just pay you off dear Money is the root of my own upheaval Distaste toward it allows the devil to grow strong Funny, though, how it always comes back to love and evil All along you made my life perfect, muse to my song Please don't ever give up and I won't either I'll write you songs, live up to you, maybe give you breathers Don't think I don't see her, you're above my view, be here For me and us and we could keep her happier.
6.
You've got it all in your hands Don't you dare forget it, God's plan Whether he is you or you just man Your dreams are destiny's time of sands Trust me, I am mortal but you something else Your heart is golden and your eyes full of wealth Even if greed, distaste, hunger for lust is best You will do what makes you better than the rest Hold onto yourself, don't let go of the You You know Everyone wants a part of the show, don't go Where's my lover's paradise? And how did she throw Away her fears and desires to be queen, but a ghost Look. Whenever you near perfection the universe cries. Because that means nothing is left to develop in disguise You know it as well as I, our timelines will collide every night And that's just step one, step two is learning how to fight Your demons, ghosts and ghoulies tryna hold these unruly For reasons most truly don't see but the beauty in their cruelty it's there, and your duty to rid yourself of your fears acutely gloomy Their purpose is your growth, move past that moody It was really you profusely treating yourself so cruelly Absolutely lost in these traps, so booby, so shrewdly chasing that jewelry loosely knew we'd turn over a new leaf Didn't stop the abuse that I placed on me When I got where I would go but then The extent of this plot ensnared my secured heart again Grabbed at me, told me never to go, learn to swim In my uncertainty, the killing blow my confusion You've got it all in your hands Don't you dare forget it, God's plan Whether he is you or you just man Your dreams are destiny's time of sands Trust me, I am mortal but you something else Your heart is golden and your eyes full of wealth Even if greed, distaste, hunger for lust is best You will do what makes you better than the rest Hold onto yourself, don't let go of the You You know Everyone wants a part of the show, don't go Where's my lover's paradise? And how did she throw Away her fears and desires to be queen, but a ghost Look. Whenever you near perfection the universe cries. Because that means nothing is left to develop in disguise You know it as well as I, our timelines will collide every night in our dreams we can see eye to eye That's where we are allowed the ultimate act of creation To be gods of our minds we'll never be impatient Because in that world it's all ours for the taking Don't forget how far we've come, stop waiting for ancient Masses and souls to guide your goals but instead push for more than a few hundred wholes Look, you don't need to find a coincidence for me to be right Trust me. I'll hold you. We'll get through it. The end is never in sight. Why do I make so many petty mistakes As though in order to develop those walls we need to break Take two steps at once, no need to worry about fate Please just take my hand and I hope you don't hate me
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I’m afraid to move forward Can’t stop steppin on my own feet Looking toward - you my dear You got the answers to my questions but you keep ‘em discrete I dunno why I just wanna stick with you for life You and I won’t lie to eachother Cuz when we try to fly we look into our lovers` eyes And see our reflections staring back at us as we hover You get me out of my zone Make me feel comfortable here on my own You put me in your throne It’s like I should have known how it felt to be all alone But instead I turned to stone and you broke the seal, showed me that we could’ve flown You rectified my mistakes, put me up on a pedestal Made me stronger in our wake and we both felt incredible Don’t leave me here to be overthown by vegetal edibles Like pokemon, grass beats rock but you’re more like my medical Leaves in a tree, bringing you and me closer Who would’ve thought we’d be free when we got older? And to the degree that you’re the key to my exposure I love you, be my controller, I’ll be your bodily donor - full disclosure You’re my freedom, my spirit, my love and so much more Grew up afraid to hear it, my fear of war from before I report to you, of course, don’t open that door Free your mind and body from your soul’s core - mental reform ignored in short I just wanna tell you, my dear That you make me feel exceptional Could I be more sincere? You’re the front of this frontier Premier You’re my spectacle of perfection, so special Personally, I’d have gone one way or another But couldn’t stop to stare or choose I’d rather colour this summer we discovered With the hues of my muse (you) and her tunes We’ll get everywhere we need to be If we don’t give up on our dreams One day we’ll be free, I guarantee Trust me, you don’t even need to believe And when that day comes, we’ll rejoice in our freedom Everything that it meant to us is what we will become We’ll exceed our means without realizing our needs And then we’ll receive our desires as we please And when it’s all said and done and our fears eradicated at last We can rest assured, knowing that we passed that class in that We never let our contrast plant weakness in the line we cast Or absent bait from the attached lure as we attacked Instead our impact was far more advanced cuz we learned as we grew Never gave up on breaking through into you, the end always in view And that’s exactly why you’re my lover Exactly why without eachother we’d have suffered Don’t worry, we’d have eventually recovered But I’m so glad to have you here, this Summer become her Don’t let your fears control you but feel free to shudder As you push beyond the breaking point with no other This is my song from me to you Don’t give up on breaking through And, in review, I threw my heart into our debut What we have is so true that I’d love to take that chance - no undos

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Aryll Fae produced music for over half her life. At age 20, she's now endeavoring to write lyrics to provide her baby with a healthy, happy life. This is her debut lyrical album, and there's much growth to come, but this is the foundation upon which it all stands. Thank you for the consistent support.

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released February 14, 2019

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