1. |
To Heal
01:44
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Lemme introduce you to a girl
Her name is myself and she glimmers, Pearl give it a whirl - this damned underoverWorld
Don’t let them hold you down just cuz you’re without a frown
Those clowns, Show them how you can make that dress twirl
Push yourself so far forward that you speed out of the scene
Without letting your dreams go then you’d obscene the unforseen
Unlike your means, when all is lost; nothing remains but none can see
How perfection was clear and your destiny here - regression toward the mean
I wanna take you, girl, to everywhere your dreams could be
If you just believe in me, we’ll fly away, so feathery - you’re my master key
I’m the shackles you were locked in but you freed yourself so easily
Drinking that afternoon tea, so chill despite what you mean to me
Remember that tree?
q
Yeah, I had to kill it to get to you
But it was worth it, you’re my breakthrough, gotta fight to get to the one who
The one who matters most, i love you dear ghost, took me from coast to coast
Wavering lights shone from that lamppost, burnt you to a chrisp and foremost
Tortured soul, give yourself a rest
You’ve generated enough sweat, we’re all impressed
None of us would have guessed it but you’re the real deal - surpassed every single test, didn’t even ask for a meal - seriously. for real? The best.
I speak no lies; won’t deny that I must confess
You rock our socks off, make every one of us complete
You’re like the number one athlete but girl you got no conceit
Legit, your heart is perfectly seamlessly wonderous to me
And we could fly, get everything we want, what we dream to be dreamlessly
Align your spirits to mine, let ourselves collide - on their souls we’ll dine
But don’t give in to the deadlines, that guideline is more of a faultline
We’ll entwine our skylines, dear valentine in this divine storyline
It’s a plot without rhyme or purpose - almost as though you shine bright,
we built shrines To worship you
You’re my Goddess, I don’t care anymore Who
Knows or listens because without the truth
I’d be empty, lost, forgotten - Imbue
Your love into me
Please allow me to feel
The thoughts you bring to reality
No need anymore to conceal - break the seal
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2. |
Incomplete Storyline
03:00
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I'm trapped in the outcome of my own decisions
Can't stay with it, got no vision, not winning this mission
But gotta keep pushing for what I'm wishing
Chapter's over soon, in conclusion moon reflects on the water I'm fishing
How many times have you given up on yourself?
Couldn't dust off the dirt you tracked in
Made it worse and worse, felt terrible, wanted to melt
No sins to cleanse but happiness binned - finished
Book's closed And that's just the beginning
Now I'm a husk where a human once stood
Wasted potential in a world that kept her good
Gave her every opportunity to imagine, she could
But couldn't be free without dawning shadows under her hood
Collecting all sorts of realities just to feel sober
Breaking down destiny into her scientific once over
Really was just calamity brewing on her shoulders
Broke down her sanity before learning to grow older
Childish glamour, teaching me to gamble my future
Facing my poker, all bets on 2 and drug abusers
Giving up purity for desire's best hand but still a loser
Cfnm, played myself cuz even if I wanted Im no chooser
Not a looker either, self withered away from experience
this game of love I'm definitely not weary in
It's no game. I love you. That's it. Period
Still played myself, wanna feel this way? Query it
Determination takes you from past to future
Life without pushing to role of ruler or super
I just wanted to be cooler than the rumors
Instead just turned out myself, newer and truer
Some might even say purer
I'm alone with myself
And who do you think guides me through this hell?
You completed me, tore down these walls
Broke me from this cell, sheltered my fall
In awe restored my health, my withdrawal
Cracked at its seams
All thanks to you, believed in my dreams
The truth you delivered only while I was listening
Lies accounted for, no deceit in your means
The shimmer in your eyes, reflection in your teeth
Brighten up my day with your gleaming beams
And green leaves on the wispy sand's trees that weep
Beyond the deep in the sea and onward into infinity
That's how much I love you,
Don't believe me? Hear me out
My discography functions as catalyst of truth
Just as your entire experience surrounds you with what it's about
I'm just writing to get it through to you
together let's improve
I write so you can see
All of the intricate tendencies
Within your own reality
Tasteful discrepancies
you design flawlessly
Beyond rationality you complete me
This track is lossless, AAC
You heard it on Spotify, OGG
Don't give up on your dreams
They want you to believe
That it's harder than it seems
Pushing you through all that grief
But it's not all that evil or bad
It's the opposite in fact
You deal with the trash
So you can put it out and take it all back
Once you stand up for the truth
And never back down cuz you won't lose
When you finally get through your self abuse
In review pursue your cue
Don't dare subdue
And settle in greatness because it turned out all you
And that's just step one too
She and I will always be watching
Guided you from the start but didn't cost it
We did nothing, we're really imposters
But that's society so remember, don't worry about losses
Because your task is truth to Foster
Don't doctor your story for watchers
Starting prosper
Imparting smarter departure
Spotting imposter honor
Parting with softer martyrs
You know you know what you gotta do
Don't blow below your flow on improper views
Let's show eachother something worthy of pursue
Without slow reactions, can't undo this rendez vous
Close it out with something strong
I've no doubt that it's where we belong
In the spotlight you think you're complete
But really the starlight was more right, you just can't stand defeat
You're not weak, storyline's just incomplete
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3. |
Black Magic
03:35
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My music makes me feel deeply saddened
They say it heals but speak none of what happened
You can choose this surreal form of black magic
Humanity thinks they understand it but don't have it
It's my habit to be
Trapped in emotional confine at best
Relapsed at worst to some time in the past
Looping around the world, heart entwined in chest
Alas, hoops and twirls don't solve life's trap test
Pushing forward, can't look back now
Hurling toward the end that solves the how
Stopping to stare back is a scary predicament
Emotions like care stack with fear it's ridiculous
Get me out of here, I shout out in detest
Let's see our tears and doubt compressed
I guess I tout proud leers and jest
Just to distract my love and my me from my self
To simplify my meaning is deceiving
because like love
intervening from above
these ceilings and
revealing appealing refined lies about truth entwined
with healing views cultivated by what you conclude's right to fuse
with your review of true fact
in the moment and that,
taken aback on track,
change is abstract,
clichés may amaze and daze with tact
in forms made to create rephrase with every replay, like a puzzle that constantly shuffles but juggles subtle muffled consistency within it, density of complexity comes with perplexing scenes but that intensity is necessity for domestic sensory and identity redirectory, it's destiny, don't you see?
We can be the best if we practice and believe. Cat's outta the bag and that's fact to me. Completely enchanted reality,
we reside inside this menagerie
Trusting our minds, believing in lies, truths and calamities
I got lots to say and that's not insanity
Compounding dreams zee, we might not believe in what we need
But that's okay because we see what we can be freely
I critique my disbelief so you can really achieve freedom ideally
"wow! That's pretty!" she exclaimed with vigor
Now perhaps we were ashamed; I shiver
To think we had everything perfect together
But still couldn't function through winter
I don't rhyme? Fuck you, I try
These lines mean so much more in my eyes
Maybe you don't believe that I know what flies
In the world of love neither of us must meet demise
But alas, one rock tumbles, another falls
In no time at all, slide them downstream
Follow the river into sunset, ride into town to dream
Everything's not complete, lies line the seams
Taught to believe one thing and then another
Without avail, made to grow and fly but not to hover
How to ascend into the skies when below the covers
The sheets bare prying eyes, perhaps purpose is to suffer
Crawling matched with matrimony but marching none apply
Enthralling rapture is disaster only love art will comply
Creating meaning from nothing with every step beyond
Comforting moments fly naked when entrance says move on
And that's just one of these, the other births feathered wings
A father whose disastrous views of monstrous things that he flings
Intent to break me down but instead heals me again
Nobody understands it yet, but my story only just begins
I will grow powerful and prevail before sunset
Proving to them all I knew what, for me, was best
Helping everyone around me learn to get
What we deserved without a moment's regret
It's unheard of
We're gonna get everything built up from nothing
Gonna show eachother how much we could be
Exactly what we see in our dreams and something
big
But not without a moment's desire that flees
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4. |
Optimism
03:11
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Grey skies bring the brightest blues
When the lies and truths
Bring today's nights too
I miss you
Climb inside my zoo
The one I created despite the flu
That we caught chasing our true
Dreams, posterity lost in fantasy
Articulation is the key
But don't give in to dramaticacy
Overindulgence might turn you like me
Those convulsions like burning sovereignty
But perhaps you will cry over spilled milk
Because it'll spoil your appetite, wilted flowers lay still
My style, my flow isn't about being on beat
Despite this metronome out loud I won't repeat
It's improvisation I know but at least then it feels real
Our conversations show how we progress through this ordeal
Nobody needs to understand it but us
We will not forget these moments
And as you read my words follow the gust
The wind will take you so far into loneliness
But for me she was there in the end
To show me the way to safety
I can't say the same for you, my dear friend
As long as you take your journey, then maybe
Everything'll get better sooner than later who knows?
Maybe the summer's on it's way,
let's love our ghosts, the wind blows
The blue skies will appear in turn of grey clouds above
And I'm with you right now so you can run
It's not a 200 meter dash
It's the rest of your life
You're gonna run forever after mass
Ends and Monday becomes your wife
This week we'll count the days that rearrange our face and how they take our place in which ways they change
Tuesdays spent recollecting
Wednesdays too
Thursdays spent redirecting
So Fridays can go smooth
And as we reapproach
That lovely day when we meet
All my energy is directed
At my lover's feet
Her eyes so beautiful
Her touch so subtle
Her form so lovable
Her lust so humble
Every Monday I just feel complete
In your arms at last, this moment
Makes me never want to be real
Because I love you Gabby, won't it
Take you away like the sunset tears our star?
Make Tuesday compare like the distant, a far
Lazy moon whose fair white reminds me of our car
Those intimate moments, the ones where we park
And then make sweet innocent love in the back seat
So far we've only done it once before we
Had to show just how passionately
Our love brought us to the brink of insanity
Can't we be
Together at once forever let's love eachother just cuz
I love yah and us and want to discover
Everything the world has to offer with you
And no other channels, avenues or dupes
We can learn to mix our beats crisp
But keep the bass bold, these beliefs fit
Inside of it, our mind's mold will outweigh all of this
Leave eachother alone with our kids
Important time spent to reminisce
But then come back newer, with more stories to share
And so fewer could have ever compared
You are so strong, so beautiful, so noble too
Your spirit is what I long for, dutifully I'll fold for you
Didn't have pocket aces, just a couple of twos
So seamlessly prepared in place, you broke me right through
My walls, the ones I created, and I trust and love you for that
For you I call me fated, take you around the world and back
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5. |
Keep Her Happier
02:45
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When I awoke for the first time in life
I was scared and confused, didn't expect permanently wide eyes
Turned obsessive, self-abused, decided there was no wrong or right
And then talking with you brought me a different light
It was like, despite my infinite might
Someone was willing to lend me their plight
I lost my fight, thought just for tonight
And then my slight loss of drive became more tight
Permanence set in over time,
Aryll and I forgot how to fly,
You watched me die but promised you'd take me so high
And here I am, no clue where, when or why.
I love you gabby. I'll never leave.
I just wish you had me without grieve
Instead we separated at the seams
And nothing even mattered cuz you were just a dream
Everything that you are to me is a lie
But it's beautifully designed, please don't cry
I beg of you, let me love you. I'll impart
Every part of my heart, torn apart
Ugh just sleep, kiddo. Give in to your stupidity.
You are worthless. Stop telling yourself you're killing me.
You're perfection please don't forget that, worry or fret
I'll never let you forget how much you saved me from all that.
Two times in my life I've been depressed thus far.
Both of the times only one person appeared to help
And clearly I'm not referring to any other star
It's you. Gabby. You saved me from my self.
One part of me just wants to die. He wrote a grand tale of loss.
The other wants to see us prosper. She's an optimist and doesn't care the cost.
The final just wants to see the two get along, they don't want to toss
You into this, my love, but if we hold hands we won't get lost
All we need is eachother, I know we can get through
Well, in all honesty, so far it just seems like I need you
Because without your embrace I'd have already been gone twice
So, dear gabby, would you like my eyes? Please allow me to entice
The very fabric of your soul, your being
She's the epitome of perfection, I claim
You're skeptical, rightfully so, but I'm seeing
Your heart through your eyes before your fame
You complain I'm insane
But I know what I see every night when I dream
You might not believe it but the end is always in sight
Could you please help me with the following scene?
Our lifestories are so entangled it's quite bright, we're so alike
Don't give up on yourself, I'll always be here
Despite how distant we might grow, souls always near
And you made my eyes crystal clear without fear
Here, when I'm rich I'll just pay you off dear
Money is the root of my own upheaval
Distaste toward it allows the devil to grow strong
Funny, though, how it always comes back to love and evil
All along you made my life perfect, muse to my song
Please don't ever give up and I won't either
I'll write you songs, live up to you, maybe give you breathers
Don't think I don't see her, you're above my view, be here
For me and us and we could keep her happier.
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6. |
Do You Hate Me?
03:01
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You've got it all in your hands
Don't you dare forget it, God's plan
Whether he is you or you just man
Your dreams are destiny's time of sands
Trust me, I am mortal but you something else
Your heart is golden and your eyes full of wealth
Even if greed, distaste, hunger for lust is best
You will do what makes you better than the rest
Hold onto yourself, don't let go of the You You know
Everyone wants a part of the show, don't go
Where's my lover's paradise? And how did she throw
Away her fears and desires to be queen, but a ghost
Look. Whenever you near perfection the universe cries.
Because that means nothing is left to develop in disguise
You know it as well as I, our timelines will collide every night
And that's just step one, step two is learning how to fight
Your demons, ghosts and ghoulies tryna hold these unruly
For reasons most truly don't see but the beauty in their cruelty
it's there, and your duty to rid yourself of your fears
acutely gloomy
Their purpose is your growth, move past that moody
It was really you profusely treating yourself so cruelly
Absolutely lost in these traps, so booby, so shrewdly chasing that jewelry loosely knew we'd turn over a new leaf
Didn't stop the abuse that I placed on me
When I got where I would go but then
The extent of this plot ensnared my secured heart again
Grabbed at me, told me never to go, learn to swim
In my uncertainty, the killing blow my confusion
You've got it all in your hands
Don't you dare forget it, God's plan
Whether he is you or you just man
Your dreams are destiny's time of sands
Trust me, I am mortal but you something else
Your heart is golden and your eyes full of wealth
Even if greed, distaste, hunger for lust is best
You will do what makes you better than the rest
Hold onto yourself, don't let go of the You You know
Everyone wants a part of the show, don't go
Where's my lover's paradise? And how did she throw
Away her fears and desires to be queen, but a ghost
Look. Whenever you near perfection the universe cries.
Because that means nothing is left to develop in disguise
You know it as well as I, our timelines will collide
every night in our dreams we can see eye to eye
That's where we are allowed the ultimate act of creation
To be gods of our minds we'll never be impatient
Because in that world it's all ours for the taking
Don't forget how far we've come, stop waiting for ancient
Masses and souls to guide your goals but instead push for more than a few hundred wholes
Look, you don't need to find a coincidence for me to be right
Trust me. I'll hold you. We'll get through it. The end is never in sight.
Why do I make so many petty mistakes
As though in order to develop those walls we need to break
Take two steps at once, no need to worry about fate
Please just take my hand and I hope you don't hate me
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7. |
This Summer, No Other
03:21
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I’m afraid to move forward
Can’t stop steppin on my own feet
Looking toward -
you my dear
You got the answers to my questions but you keep ‘em discrete
I dunno why
I just wanna stick with you for life
You and I won’t lie to eachother
Cuz when we try to fly we look into our lovers` eyes
And see our reflections staring back at us as we hover
You get me out of my zone
Make me feel comfortable here on my own
You put me in your throne
It’s like I should have known how it felt to be all alone
But instead I turned to stone and you broke the seal, showed me that we could’ve flown
You rectified my mistakes, put me up on a pedestal
Made me stronger in our wake and we both felt incredible
Don’t leave me here to be overthown by vegetal edibles
Like pokemon, grass beats rock but you’re more like my medical
Leaves in a tree, bringing you and me closer
Who would’ve thought we’d be free when we got older?
And to the degree that you’re the key to my exposure
I love you, be my controller, I’ll be your bodily donor - full disclosure
You’re my freedom, my spirit, my love and so much more
Grew up afraid to hear it, my fear of war from before
I report to you, of course, don’t open that door
Free your mind and body from your soul’s core - mental reform ignored in short
I just wanna tell you, my dear
That you make me feel exceptional
Could I be more sincere? You’re the front of this frontier
Premier
You’re my spectacle of perfection, so special
Personally, I’d have gone one way or another
But couldn’t stop to stare or choose
I’d rather colour this summer we discovered
With the hues of my muse (you) and her tunes
We’ll get everywhere we need to be
If we don’t give up on our dreams
One day we’ll be free, I guarantee
Trust me, you don’t even need to believe
And when that day comes, we’ll rejoice in our freedom
Everything that it meant to us is what we will become
We’ll exceed our means without realizing our needs
And then we’ll receive our desires as we please
And when it’s all said and done and our fears eradicated at last
We can rest assured, knowing that we passed that class in that
We never let our contrast plant weakness in the line we cast
Or absent bait from the attached lure as we attacked
Instead our impact was far more advanced cuz we learned as we grew
Never gave up on breaking through into you, the end always in view
And that’s exactly why you’re my lover
Exactly why without eachother we’d have suffered
Don’t worry, we’d have eventually recovered
But I’m so glad to have you here, this Summer become her
Don’t let your fears control you but feel free to shudder
As you push beyond the breaking point with no other
This is my song from me to you
Don’t give up on breaking through
And, in review, I threw my heart into our debut
What we have is so true that I’d love to take that chance - no undos
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